The thought of the day when I was awakened by a dream of an ex last month has made me wanted to pen the feelings down.. I don't know and I'm not quite sure the real "event" of that very dream but remember waking up wanting to contact him and asking him how he was doing knowing full well that I've lost his number.. So what I did, I texted to a number that I assumed almost la macam number dia.. asking how is he doing.. But I guess salah kot.. I remember coping with the break-up with him was one of the hardest phase in my life.. I remember wanting to wait for him to come back to me.. Even how long it may take..He did but after neverending promises he will be gone with the wind.. He kept repeating the same thing over and over again and I was okay with that. What the hell, kan.. After I got myself back after that dream.. I soon realised.. I didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore for I couldn't be more happier with anyone else except Amed for this time being and InsyaAllah for more years to come.. I am definitely so over him and yes he's not the guy for me.. I finally have the heart, guts and feelings to ignore his sweet talks and said I'm seeing someone and our story has somehow became a history..Anyhow, I'm more than satisfied being able to say good bye to those bittersweet memories.. Really...
Okay enough of that, Ancik and Pypit has finally engaged.. I'm happy for them and always pray for their happiness.. Insyallah next year would be the year of the big event... Though Pypit has met with an accident on the night we supposed to go back.. ALhamdulillah everything went well.. The question now is that, kat mana kenduri.. putrajaya or kedah and I believe we have much time to discuss..
Will post the pic next time insyaallah..
take care everyone...
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