I'm feeling like a LOSER..

Well, here's the thing.. I worried so much over something that didn't occur and ended up feeling like a loser.. Amed was on his way back to UIA from work..We texted and suddenly silence.. I am not really this way selalunya..but today.. I was in agony waiting for his message and call.. All thoughts came to my mind and yeah I was so nervous that bad things might happen just like it has happened to my dad, my uncle..Had this phobia thingy towards accident and stuff..Amed usually arrives at 9 and the latest would probably be around 10.. But at 10.30 and no news.. I just didn't know what to do.. And then there he was.. He called.. dia p belanja membe2 and tak blk bilik dulu.. trus p..HP habeh bateri.. I don't know why.. I was on the verge of crying and I didn't talk much.. huhu rasa macam loser jaaa.. haih..